October 30, 2009
Today... It was in my own suffering, (emotional and physical), and in my ultimate naked need of God's Grace, Provision and with Our Blessed Mother Mary's Immaculate Protection encircling me in their Love, that I found myself unable to NOT be at Cavalry, and so I thanked God and all my friends and fellow Lovers in Him, for their support and encouragement to continue in an even deeper place of prayer and brokenness whilst I prayed for God's Most Blessed Innocent and all the poor ravaged or soon to be ravaged girls, boys, women and men and ultimately all of mankind pierced to the heart when we saw them enter the gate of hell on earth -the door to the clinic to be complicit in the most dastardly, gruesome murders of innocent. Beautiful children made in the Image of Our Father God.
My heart breaks and broke so much today, and my being filled up with such pain and tears at what I knew was taking place, that, only my weapon of The Rosary held me firm, and strong in the battle we are fighting and (really...have already won), but we must endure great sufferings for the sake of Life, as God siad to me before.
It is in our suffering, He brings Victory. We must remember we are to stand in His Place. Lord forgive me when I forget!!! But you know my weakness.
Joy sprung in my heart and filled it when I saw four or five fellow vigillers there on my side of the street, and my pain was transformed and joined with Unity of God's Miltant Faithful, praying peacefully in Silent Victory of what will happen. Alas, it is in the waiting and the ever present suffering of our fellow Brothers and Sisters in LIfe, firstly the babies that the heart is pierced, and broken into pieces.
What we suffer is but a speck of what He suffered for our sake, and yet for Him who is All Love, He says Thank You, my dear children who are there for those who have no voice, and thank you for the prayer, which moves mountains .
I wished we could do a Jericho March. What say, fellow vigilers?, Maybe we can do one, the day prior to the last day of the vigil. Anyone game? ...In the U.S. they have seen great Grace poured out and lives saved, minds changed, clinics closed from the bringing down the walls of Jericho. Many kind support words from fellow supporters of life. Two men crossed the street, and said to me to keep up the good work. (God's work, and God's affirmation, Thank You, Lord Jesus!!!) Thank you for Your Smile, Ability, Means and so much more to numerous to mention, moving me to be the only place I needed to be and wanted to be r today at Cavalry with You. and Your Most Blessed Innocent. Blessed Innocents who are silent .
- Frances.